Feelings About Certain People
Here are my feelings about certain people that I work with.
Wednesday, March 05, 2003
Hello, I know I have not created a blog in a long time. I was just so busy with things going on in my life, that I haven't
had the time to create one. So, here is my latest blog about what has been happening with me at work with ceratain people.
A few weeks ago, I was told that someone that I work with has feelings has feelings for me. Her name is: Lisa. She and I
began talking online a lot. We talked using various instant messaging programs. I even turned on my digital camera, something
I normally don't do, so that she could watch me at home. She told me that she had certain feelings for me. She and I also starting
talking to her other friends at work online. Then one night while we were talking online she dropped a major bomb on me. She told
me that everything she said to me was a big lie. Everything from her feelings to her various doctor appointments. This caused her
and I to break up and not speak to each other anymore. I have added her to my ignore lists on those instant messaging programs. I don't
even talk to her at work anymore. This caused me very negative feelings when I think about her. I get so depressed and angry everytime I think
about what she did to me. I get depressed when think about what she did to me and how badly she hurt me. I even thought about self-mutulation.
However I could never go through with that. I get so angry whenever I think about her being romantic with another person. I can not even stand working
with her or her other friends. When I have to work with her and friends, the managers have praised me for handling the whole situation very professionally and
maturely. Whenever one of her friends tries to talk to me, I just ignore that person and find something else to do to avoid them.
If you would like to have more information, please feel free email me.
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